ARRRGGGGHH!!!

Take a deep breath ...release...OOOMMMM!
Namaste.

I hated it when my emotion took over me.I have leting my guard off.
This morning i felt like somebody just slap my face ,I tried to be calm but I think MOnthly cycle and calmness are old enemy sooo...
I have applied for managerial position at the other department ,in this company and my superior was told me that the company will not fill this position because a head count issue and the head division will supervise this dept.directly .
TOday (5 months later from my application)the new manager for this dept.will arrive and there is no memo or announcment out .In the meeting I was like ?????
When I asked my superior ,he said that the company decided to hire him becuase turn out this dept.need a manager and I said "Hellooooo I am here ,my application was up there nobody interview me ,is this fair ?
Than he said that this dept.need a guy to manage due on majorly male staffs ,they afraid that female manager will not strong or will be intimidate by all male staffs .
KMFA...! what do you mean women not strong enough ,do you think God just joking or only testing us women when we need to carry a baby for whole 9 months ,give birth without pain killer ,have postpartum ,sore nipples from all breastfeding ,monthly cycle accompanied by stomach cramp and nausea and to have PMS without trying to bite everybody heads off !

You guys try all of those and just first attempt ,you will rather jump from Golden Gate ..I'll bet
ARGHH!

Don't take me wrong ,I love what I am doing now .I just want to have more experience for this industry .


.......NOw I'm in my office with closed door,I need my full concentration to assemble this time machine .I want to send him back to the time where male denomination still exist...like 10.000BC


PS : I know I'm not good for gramar ,especialy on my first day of my monthly so bear with me